God is so great and amazing. He has never, never failed me ever!!!! And he never changes, and he wont change with how he loves me ether. He is so beautiful and vibrant like colors of the rainbow. And I am absolutely captivated by him, Drawn in by his magnificence. He is my only source of life. Life is flowing through my veins.
I am in the Bethel prayer chapel right now. Totally peaceful. There is a waterfall/fountain in the center making wonderful ambiance. Soft piano music is playing through speakers all around the room. I feel so full and secure. I feel cool air blowing on my body. If I was trapped in here I wouldn’t complain, I could stay here until who knows? I look outside and see a marvelous garden with a pool appropriately placed in the center. With a water fall cascading into yet another pool. God loves me so much, and it is so obvious. He has blessed me so much. Is it even remotely possible that there is suffering going on in the world in this moment? I’m so wrapped up in this moment that its all I know. All I know is I am absolutely free of worry and fear. I might even be levitating right now. If I was it would be expected, considering all restrictions are nowhere to be found. I’m sitting on the east corner of the room facing west sitting Indian style on purple speckled carpet. My body is rocking uncontrollably and I feel warm chills all over my body. Now I will put my laptop away and soak up all of Gods goodness.

And God Blessed me with you!
Mom said this on September 13, 2008 at 12:50 pm |